First post of 2009!

Happy New Year! Seeing as this is my first post of 2009, I suppose I should make it as cheery as possible. However, after a shattering day of selling books, I scarcely am able to feign a smile.

So what's new CBC? Leo? Mr Literary? Training Contract in the Circle of magique?

Who? What? Don't be silly! Thankfully, for my own sanity and well-being I have not heard from Leo in such a long time that I can just about remember what he looks or sounds like. Unfortunately, recently I have been thinking about him a little more than occasionally. Hmm. I'm not particularly sure what has brought this on. It may be that there was a guy with whom I worked of the same name and so that may have got me thinking about him again. Who knows? Who cares really? I'm going to have to come to the realisation that I'll never quite know what went wrong. I think the more that I try to figure it out, the deeper I dig myself into the pit of "me thinks she doth protest too much"-ness.

Mr Literary. I probably should not comment further on THAT matter. I just don't understand the incompetent sex sometimes. I have decided that for 2009 I will enjoy being alive (as opposed to living) and not trouble myself with 'affairs of the heart' and such. I think relationships/dating/etc are so much more trouble than they are worth. For now anyway.

Ah, but please don't mistake me for someone who is becoming a cynical whingeing old bat. Oh no. Cautious may be a better adjective in this case. 2009 is going to be different; I can feel it already.

So onto the circle of magique. Seeing as I have to re-retake some of my exams, there'll be none of this magic circle lark. But who knows what the future holds. I can't wait.

See...I did kind of end on a semi positive note!

CBC

xx

P.s. I had better scuttle off to make my notes for BLP